Just woke up

I stayed out all night last night and had to work at 10am. I did it just fine and took my test without a problem. I came home right after and crashed.

I must say that it was a lot of fun. The only thing is that thinking about it today, which is all I have been able to think about, I realize that I am such a hypocrite. I do exactly what I tell others not to do and I know if it was done to me, I'd be so pissed. I just pray to God that all the fun doesn't come back and bite me in the ass later. Ugh, I know it will. I deserve no differently.

My song for the day is by Ace of Base:

I will survive...without you
Don't tell me that you want to leave
If you want to leave, I won't beg you to stay
And if you gotta go, darling, maybe its better that way
I'm gonna be strong, I'm gonna do fine, don't worry about this heart of mine
Walk out that door, see if I care, go on and go, but

[ Chorus ]

Don't Turn Around, cuz you're gonna see my heart breaking
Don' t turn around, I don't want you seeing me cry - just walk away,
its tearing me apart that you're leaving,
I'm letting you go, but I won't let you know.
I won't let you know.
I won't miss your arms around me,
holding me tight... holding me tight.
And if you ever think about me,
just know that I'll be alright...I'll be all right.
I'm gonna be strong, I'm gonna do fine,
don't worry about this heart of mine,
I will survive I'll make it through,
I'll even learn to live without you.

[ Chorus ]

I wish I could scream out loud that I love you,
I wish I could say to you don't go --
As he walks away he feels the pain getting strong,
people in your life, they don't know what's going on
Too proud to turn around, he's gone...