Confusion

I now have four books that I have gotten in the past two months through recommendations relating to self help. I am going through another phase of wanting to better my mind and body. The thing is that I have not gone through one of these pahses since after my first high school boyfriend in 9th grade. College is changing me and I am desperate to find myself. These books, along with my good friends, have really helped me regain the confidence that I suddenly lost last semester.

Now, my next mission is to focus again on school. I am having problems getting motivated to sit down and get my work done. I was a much better student in middle school!! Why is it so hard now?!?